brace yourself.

Hey!

That's my polaroid album! Yay I finally have one and I didn't buy one I made one woohoo! I think I am awesome. Of course I had to buy my own materials, attend a class to learn how to put the papers together and whatever which cost money, but still, it's one of a kind! But it isn't really like an album cos there are only slots in there and there are only... 8 slots so I'll have to make full use of them. I figured I'll have one slot for bestf, one slot for Cedar, one slot for SOT... That's it eh omg!! Hahaha! Okay I'll see how I'm gonna decorate it further, for now, I am tired.

Haven't laughed so hard in the longest time. Maybe that's the reason why I feel so down recently. I need my friends around. Sigh. Met Nadiah, Nicole, Anisha and Cheuk Lam... Cheuk, is it spelt like that? Hahaha oops.

Cheuk Lam is superrrr epic hahah!

"Name a dinosaur."

"RHINOCEROS."

I think I will always laugh when I hear this joke. Seriously man. I laughed so hard I could hardly breath. Haven't laughed like that in the longest time already. Seriously man.

Then when Anisha was calling the waitress, Cheuk Lam thought she was calling someone and went "who's that?" HAHAHA OMG Cheuk Lam is ultra epic!

Before dinner I went to Plaza Sing for art class with Cheryl Tan. That girl was super epic. First she was depressed cos she didn't know how to decorate her album.

Then she walked straight into the Gents, without even checking whether she walked into the correct rest room. She didn't even notice the urinals!!! Hahaha And apparently there was a dude peeing at the urinal. IMAGINE IF SHE SAW IT MAN hahahah she would have... IDK, freaked out more hahaha! She is superrrr funny why are my friends so weird?

But I think today was really weird. I walked away from the ATM machine with my card but without the money. And I was like OH SHIT and I ran back luckily it was still there. My mind was so preoccupied. Then when I walked away I realised I asked for the receipt. So I had to walk back and there it was, dangling out of the ATM. What in the world is wrong with me man! Got to be myself again. Gosh.

Anyways, I've been avoiding my mum these few days. Because I know that she would want to deter me from what I want to do in life. And finally yesterday in the lift she broke it to me.

My mum isn't supportive, my dad isn't supportive.

I guess it's a battle I'll have to fight myself.

Losing Faith,

Joyce.